Just submitted another proposal. There’s always this phase of dread, that is taking longer and longer to shake off and replace with excitement and anticipation… More and more it’s just dread, combined with anguish, intolerance, impatience… Instead of writing more proposals it’d be awfully nice to just make and do things. That’d be a really nice new year’s resolution. Less proposing, more doing and making.
Still, I am lucky to be doing this instead of a regular day job.